I have to say, I think that there is a plan out there for me. One that leaves me "woman-less"; devoid of female friends, sisters, mothers and others. Over the course of my life I have wandered down many roads and forged many tiny paths through the tragedies. I sometimes think that I am living my second life now and in my first I was a careless, reckless-abandon live-for-the-day flower child of the 60's. I had flowers in my hair everyday and I knew how to play the guitar "really".
Today I feel lonely and empty.