Things I Want To Do In 2006

Top Twenty List of To-do's for 2006
These are in order of importance (1 being the most important)

20. Write MORE !
19. Get in touch with Dad again
18. Work towards and through the "Mom" issue
17. Prioritize my life
16. Get thorough this last quarter of school
15. Love Ken MORE
14. Start looking for a house
13. Pay off debt somewhat/somehow
12. Just call Dorene
11. Get in touch with Jerry in CA again or Omaha (if he's back)
10. Go To Another Nascar Race
9. Get Sophie a playmate
8. Pay off Camera
7. Take a vacation this summer
6. Purge...Purge...Purge...Purge it ALL
5. Make a plan to find out about getting a brochure of prices for photos
4. Set up photo business
3. Go and see Ken's mom (Corpus)
2. Get Married SOMEWHERE
1. Love Ken More -- Show him that he means the world to me

Cancer The Ugly Green Monster

I have to say, I think that there is a plan out there for me. One that leaves me "woman-less"; devoid of female friends, sisters, mothers and others. Over the course of my life I have wandered down many roads and forged many tiny paths through the tragedies. I sometimes think that I am living my second life now and in my first I was a careless, reckless-abandon live-for-the-day flower child of the 60's. I had flowers in my hair everyday and I knew how to play the guitar "really".

Today I feel lonely and empty.